As we come into the final month of the year, already at full-steam, I can't help but to look backward - and forward. Even though it is only December 5th, and the time for New Years plans is almost a full month away, I make myself a resolution.
2012 will be my year.
Ask me in a year.
2012 will be my year.
- In 2012, I will push myself to write more than I did in 2011.
- I will break the streak of little to no productivity that began in August, or earlier.
- I will not only generate scripts, but I will generate market-ready scripts.
- I will broaden my horizons to include more creative outlets: painting, learning the harmonica, whittling, whatever else might come up; I will pursue it.
- The moment I begin to feel that I'm stagnating, I will change things up, shake up my surroundings.
- This includes my job.
- I will travel even more than I did in 2011.
- I will see the world, for how else can I write about it?
- I will attempt a play for the first time in a few years.
- I might get on stage and act again, if the opportunity presents itself.
- While my post-Apocalyptic spec is still circulating around Hollywood - albeit more for consideration for television than for film now - I will not sit on my hands idly.
- I will seek out resources.
- I will seek out resources for others, as well.
- I will read more scripts.
- I will watch more movies than I did in 2011, which has been a particularly slow year.
- If I decide to stay in New York for the entirety of 2012, I will make it a year to remember, filled with glamorous views of the city, nights spent at museums, restaurants, and galleries. I will fully embrace this city for a year, before I leave it perhaps forever.
- If I do leave, I will leave and not look back.
- I will not permit myself to dwell too much on what if - what if I moved to LA a couple years ago? What if I move there now? What if I had pursued a different career all along?
- I will temper myself and my emotions, and when I feel myself starting to sag, I will do an about-face and imbue my life with something or someone new.
- I will seriously pursue a relationship (the absence of which, at times, consumes as much of my mental power as y creative output does).
- I will not be immobile, nor will I permit myself to backtrack.
- I will give 2012 my all and see what comes of it.
Ask me in a year.